Guess Who?

It's me! OK, so where did I leave off? I believe it was about how me and my baby's father moved in with each other. When we first moved in, of course, everything was new and was nice. And then reality hit, I have to take care of another person. And let me tell you, it was not easy for me to do that. I had to work, clean, cook, take care of the bills, and I was pregnant. I hated it. I know I didn't need to do all those things by myself but I loved him and was so naive thinking everything was going to be perfect. I thought that if I did it then he would be happy and stay with me. Since he really didn't want me to have the baby, he was not very supportive. He was gone most of the time working out to get ready to go to Israel. When he left and I was by myself, it was the most loneliest times of my life. Even though my mother and my family would come by to visit, it wasn't the same. I went through the pregnancy on my own. It was so sad when I would go to the doctor visits by myself and see everyone with their husbands or boyfriends with them. It wasn't for work I would have been seriously depressed. I worked in a daycare as a teacher for 2 and 3 yr old at that time and it was fun. I had lots of friends at work that really helped me through those times. I was lucky to have a job there because after I had my baby, he got to go to the same school where I worked. It was so nice and such a relief to leave him in good hands and I could see him anytime of the day. That was the most wonderful thing. I was alone with my son until he was 6 months old and then his daddy was back from Israel. He then stayed with us for some time and then went off to many different countries to play basketball. So most of his young yrs was with me and my mom only. He suffers from that now. He is really attached to my mother and me. He is not very close to his father which creates a problem now.

Let's see what was next. After a couple of years of loving together. My boyfriend decided to ask me to marry him. We were engaged for quit awhile. And had broken up in between those times too. He finally got his act together in 2004 when he said that we were gonna just do it. So we had our wedding on Jan 2. 2005. So we are still newlyweds. We have gone through a lot since we got married. I know now what they mean by the first 5 yrs are the hardest in the marriage. So many things had came up that I cant believe till this day that we are still married. I will talk about that some other time. I have so much to tell but not enough time.

I need to go because I am at this time addicted to this game called "Lost in Blue 2" and I am having a hard time keeping them alive. If you have a DS Lite, this game is the BEST! I don't usually like games but this one got me hooked. Its better than Sims. If you like the show Lost you will like it because its you trying to survive on an island. And since I'm was born on an island you would think I would do well in this game but I don't. I have died like too many times to even count. So sad. But it was worth every penny I spent because it is really that good. They have the first version which is not that great. I would only recommend the second one really. Well I better be off to save some lives and hope not to die. I will let you know how I do tomorrow.