A Little More Depressed

Okay this morning my husband asks me if we have any plans for my birthday on Sat. Now shouldn't it be the other way around? Should I be the one to ask if we have plans? And since I didn't know of anything I said no and he then tells me we are going to a church meeting and training. Yes, I knew about the meeting but thought since it was my birthday and all that we would miss that and be doing something else. Don't get me wrong, I love my church and all but for my birthday I would have like to do something a little more fun. I guess I was wrong and now I am a little more depressed about just another birthday. Well, at least I have great co-workers at my job because they sent me home early last night so they could decorate my cubicle. And I get to be spoiled with gifts and food today! I will enjoy it tremendously and take in every minute since it doesn't look like I will be doing anything on Sat. :(

Another Year Already!

I cant believe it has been another year already and my birthday is coming up this Saturday. I don't even want to think about it. I remember when I was young and I couldn't wait to get old enough to do things and now I am dreading each year I turn older. Each year seems to go by faster. Is that a good thing? I don't like getting older. I don't like feeling older either. My body is going through changes and I never thought I would have to worry about getting white hairs. My mom didn't start getting hers until she was over 50 and I am only turning 33! I don't get it. I am now dying my hair to hide the white hairs and not just because I want a new look. So sad. The day is near that I will have to go and get a mammogram. That is my deepest fear. I heard those things hurt like hell! Not looking forward to those. Anyhow, dont know what my husband has in store for my birthday but I am pretty much depressed about the whole year going by so fast. Really life is short if you think about it. It goes by too fast. Need to really slow down in life and cherish every minute you have with your family-"mental note to myself".

Here we are at the Aquarium of the Pacific. It was our first time there and it was pretty cool. Didn't know but it is a non-profit business. Every penny they get from admissions go straight to the animals there. I really liked that and it made me feel a little better that we spent over $50 at a place that only took us an hour to walk around. My son loved it so that is all that matters. He didn't even want to leave and we had already walked around the place twice. We also walked around the pier and it was really pretty. Got to glance at the Queen Mary from far away and she was still huge.